This morning I had a dream about my past and when I awoke I asked God what was that? I heard in my spirit – ‘regret and remorse’ now deal with it.
This was my response!
Regret and Remorse
Today I called out regret and remorse
I saw them in their hiding place
I recognized them from the memories I wanted to have and the decisions I never made
They stared back at me daring me to look them in the face
I began to scream inside for them to leave me alone and to just go away
Regret stepped up boldly and told me I was a mistake
Then remorse suddenly jump out at me and scared me awake
I was scared
Fear was my friend
I’m so sorry
I can’t go back
This is how it ends
Please forgive me…
Emotional police arrive
Smoke is rising
Can’t escape like Bonny and Clyde
They got your description
This time you can’t hide
I will no longer hang my head in regret, remorse and shame
I will own my choices and decisions
And not ‘Eve’ away my blame
I am responsible
For the path I have taken
for where I am today
I have personal power and freedom
So regret and remorse must disapate
No more hide and seek
No more dab and duck
No more tag you can’t touch me
I no longer give a ?$&!
Did I say that?
Please forgive me but I am dealing with the big guns now and they don’t play
I pointed my finger straight at regret and remorse
I named them and called them out today.
Charmaine Hinds. February 15, 2020